hye dah lame sgt ku xbebel2 dalam bog aku nie…akhir2 ni mengong ckit..dahla dh jobless tmbh2 berat plak ternaik..tp seb baik trun ckit…hrap psni trun lg…fed up la hidup gemuk2 nieh..pening kepale pk..ni aku dah hbs duit byk gle…kalau projek kali ni xjd mmg mengong la aku.aku kne usaha gile2 ni..kate nk tunang n kawin xmola di hari yg bbhagia tu aku montel…walaupn si dia ckap xkisah..tp aku kisah…sakit ati tol.

hr tu timbang berat…wah body fat aku tlampau tinggi cam siyuttt je….hrap2 6bln akan dtg projek aku ni berjaye…aku xnk diejek gemuk2…fed up la…dosa sgt ke org gmuk ni hidup kt muke bumi ni,ktorg pn makhluk Tuhan…dah mmg dijadikan cmni..xpe2 org yg ejek tu ade la balasannye nnti..tu aku pasti..xskrg pn nnti2la kan tol x?

hye..raye2 ni ygbyk bwk mslh…aku mesti..ternaikberat….nyampah…tp syukur sbb xnaik pn…aku pedihnye mate aku dah puyeng

k tata

adiosss

Hye..aku ta tau knp idup aku dh kucar kcir…sedih je memanjang..aku quit job…xpe yg ptg pasal keje mmg aku hepi sbb tgglkan..wpn gaju byk @-@ mmg gile..tp dh aku mmg xle wt sales…n org sekeliling pn xmenyenngkan aku…xpelah lgpn aku tak konvo lg.

hye…asik merungut je..aku pn dah naik menyampah..rs nk sepuk2 diri sendiri…dah la berat naik..cmne nk bertunang ni..smgt nk kruskan bdn pn dah makin hlg…kenapelah aku nieh….

aku rs aku mesti gak wat 1 program utk diri sndiri…nk bli herbalife..mhal nk mati..ayoooo

pening pk kan psal berat..hampih brt cam yoyo

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Semlm…sakit ati nieh..sbnrnye hr nie ade interview tp aku cancelkan….tp salah ke…ntahla..lantakla nk blacklisted ke ape ye…i dun care..d hell is..sbnrnye slh aku sbb tak pk lame2..lg satu tekanan yg agensi bodoh tu…dorang cam pakse2 nk pandai ckp smpi aku  pn tpengaruh..sakitnye ati nieh..dah hlg sbar gile..aku pn xtau knp aku trime…dahla byk assesment dorg..sial….keje customer service…gaji rm1900 kat cyeberjaya..n probition time 6bln..kalau kuar kene ganti rugi rm2200…gile? xconfirm lg dah kene byr ganti rugi..gile..sll probition time 3bln je stahu aku n melampaula…rs mcm keje kilang je…wpun syarikat besar tp hampeh je…dorang pressure aku..smlm ske2 ati die yield kt aku..sbb aku ckp nak cancelkan interview…lgpn aku cm sihat..nk g kl satu hal berjalan lg…tak sihat…die mcm nak pakse aku dtg..aku ckp dah dpt keje lain…sbb aku rs aku tak le go on..sbb chances nk dpt keje bodoh nieh tggi..ade ke 27post yg dinterview 30org?aku takut je ni bkn tmpt yg btl..takut wooo..pastu dah nak ngamok aku ckp ok fine aku dtg smate2 aku xnk kne blacklist…die ckap ape gune dtg kalau aku bg bad impression kat dorang..pastu aku ckp kalau aku dpt keje 2 pn aku nk tolak..trus die ngamuk ckp lagi big probsss….helllooo, kt negare demokrasi..ske hati i lah nak pilih ape keje pn..tu hak kite kan? dorang mcm nak wat ktorg nie hamba dorang ke..tau la kalau die berjaye masukkan org keje..die dbayar…tak gune betul la…nk carik duit punye pasal sggp tengking2 aku..sialan…if aku dpt keje tu…aku kene pegi 6bln training…if kuar kene rm2200..sial tak..aku under goverment…aku JPA scholar..klu tibe2 pggl? gile la..nk kene saman ngn jpa gak…bile aku ckp aku jpa trus die ngamuk..die ckp ” why dun u tell me about this,” n trus2 salahkan aku…die ckp aku tak jujur..mslhnye dalam mase yg singkat dorang nak pakse2…bg tekanan n akhirnye aku trime tawaran bodoh tu..wat d hell..s*it..aku tol2 mrh gile..smlm aku tak dpt mrh die lik sbb die ckp 10min non stop…aku kecewe sgt dengan servis agensi ni dgn care yg die lyan aku…sbnrnye kt ade hak cancelkan interview at 1 hari b4 interview..n aku ckp..bkn aku tak dtg lgsg…aku tak nak..tak nak la..lg nk pakse2..ni la mslh mtk tlg agensi2 nieh dorang nak duit! sbb tu mrh aku sbb cm buang mase die…aku tol2 kecewa dgn ape yg berlaku…menyesal gile…aku depressed n ttekan dr smlm..bile pk2 xyah kje ngn org lagi bgs..baik bisnes…biarla ape nak berlaku….

pade pendapat aku…6 bln probation time tu mmg tak logik…tekanan 6bln…pastu kuar kene byr…rm2200 lbh dr gaji yg dbayar…dikira satu penindasan…aku rs tu company baru nk baru nk amik pkerja..aku tak nak terkene ape2 mase depan aku gak yg gelap…lbh2 lg aku under JPA scholar…

Dia cm warning aku myb future aku ade mslh dlm application kerja…smpi camtu skali die warning aku..sape die? Tuhan? Perdana Menteri? sakit ati aku weh….takpela kalau aku blacklisted pn dlm company tu…who cares? bile aku bbg alasan dh keje ade ke soh aku fax surat tawaran..n tnye syarikat pe..wat d hell..ape hak dorang nak tau kisah idup aku..aku bkn hamba abdi yg dibeli..aku ade HAK nk tentukan idup aku…aku bkn buruh PATI, kalau aku kate bodoh karang mrh..aku berdiam diri je mase die mmbebel2…die mrh2 aku…trase hina gak tak dpt bela diri..

Ape yg berlaku dlm diri aku ni hrp jadi pengajaran, jgn korang pakai bantai percaye ckp agensi2 nieh…tak gune pn…baik korang contact HR trus..lg bgs…xpn bisnes je lg untung…skrg aku mmg takde mood nak cari keje  sbb cmnieh la..aku tpkse tggu SPA…baik aku berkhidmatan utk gov sbb aku dah pn dibiaya….hye..ntahla…

ni perkara yg bakal berlaku KALAU

g interview -> dpt keje -> kene pergi->6bln -> if JPA pggl-> kuar rm2200 sbgi denda

tp kan..bkn nk memilih..tp kt ade hak…bygkan kt ni br hbs blaja..sure kt apply byk keje..kalau kt dpt tawaran keje yg lg bgus? kt tgglkan syarikat yg ade probation time smpi 6bln..ape yg akan berlaku? denda laaaa…

Buat kawan2ku yg baru habis blaja…tolong..plss..berhati2 dalam cr keje..tak pyah gne agensi2…gne jobstreet je..wpn tau dorang nk tlg..tp ingt once korang dpt keje..korang kene PERGI…so pertimbangkan kalau nk apply kat agensi pn…percayelah ckp aku…what if kalau dpt tawaran lain??? korang pk2 kan mase depan k…aku hrp berati2 k….jgn jadi cam aku..aku btl2 masih lg tertekan n sdih ngn care org tu layan aku…jobstreet pn kalau interview kt blh cancelkan 1hari b4 interview asalkan ade alasan…aku regret…very regret wit what happend to me….

ape2 pn hidup mesti ditruskan.. kalau aku kene band dgn syarikat tu pn takpelah sbb tu BANKING bkn sciences….aku Bachelor Sciens (Hons) in BIOCHEMISTRY….understand..

For the agency,

I know i’m making mistakes when it come to chosing one things…i’m so stupid being fooled with the promotion u give to me..seriously…i’m telling u dat i dun know what i’m thinking rite now…u not care about dat..i’m sorry i’m under goverment scholarship…THE TRUTH IS I DUN WANT THE JOB THAT U HAVE PROMOTED..anyway i’m not applying dat job but u choose for me..what d h*ll is going on? i hv mention “is there any sciences base job for me?”…u not answer my question..u keep on talking about the Customer service position..what d h*ll is dat? i feel like i’m being forcing..if anything happen i’ll report police..i’m serious….

By d way..i’m glad what i’m doing before it’s to late….dun care if i’m blacklisted wit dat co for applying jobs…thank you…

d broken heart

aisha aziz

Hye Everyone,

Now let’s talking about skin type..The first step towards beautiful skin is working out what your skin type is.

Adakah anda tahu jenis kulit anda?

 So, kwan2 mengetahui jenis kulit masing2 tu penting tau..sbb dengan cara nie kt tau mcm mane nak jage n product ape yg ptt kt gune…ramai org tsalah gune…lbh2 lagi utk org yg mempunyai skin type jenis oily type..n also combination…mcm saye..sy pn confius gak sy nieh jenis skin type ape..mule2 ingat oily..rupenye2 combination..aiya

Combination tu rupenye2 oily kat area T-zone…aik T-zone tu kebende la plak ye..huhu T-zone tu area dahi ke hidung..ha skrg dah tau la kan.. oklah sebelum tu kat bwh nie sy terangkan serba sedikit pasal jenis2 kulit ok. Oklah lps ni sy terangkan ye..oklah skrg nieh kulit ade 5 jenis..so bace dgn teliti ye..n pastu lps dah tahu..boleh la jage kulit anda dgn betul kan and d best way rite??huhhu

Ok, Mari kt mulekan

Which of these do you think is the closest match to your skin?

1) Normal Skin Type

Normal skin does not feel dry or oily.
Pores are visible but not large or clogged.
After a wash it feels smooth and comfortable.
At midday it still looks fresh and clean.
Only occasionally break out in spots.

Caring for Normal Skin Type:

To care for normal skin you should start with a gentle foaming facial wash. Massaging it into your face will give you a rosy complexion. Cool your skin with a refreshing toner. to finish dot moisturiser onto your skin and massage it with your fingers in light upward strokes

Comment aisha: Untuk org normal skin nie..mmg org yg beruntunglah dalam donia nieh…xde problems lgsg..jerawat pn occasionally je..bestkan tu pn ms time period je…bestla…so sape2 under normal skin..bersyukurlah jage baik2 tau =)

2) Dry Skin Type

Dry skin has a thin and papery texture.
It feels dry to touch.
The pores are very fine.
After a wash it feels tight, as though it is too small for the face.
By midday flaky patches appear.
Hardly ever break out in spots.

Caring for Dry Skin Type:

For dry skin use a creamy cleanser to melt away dirt. Leave it on your skin before sweeping it away with cotton wool. Splash cold water onto your face to clean and refresh your skin. Use a thick cream moisturiser to seal in as much moisture as possible.

comment aisha: Yg kulit kering nie aka dry skin kena jage elok2…jgn biarkan kulit kering…karang cpt berkedut percayalah..so bg yg dry skin lg2 dok dalam tmpt ber air cond sy sarankan bli Vichy Thermal Spa water…rm 16 kalau sy x silap cube cari kat watson..mmg bagus kalau rs muke kering sembur skali..rs smooth je muke..try la ye . Utk dry skin pastikan muke anda sentiase lembab ok

3) Oily Skin Type

Oily skin feels very greasy.
The texture is often very thick and coarse.
There are large, visible pores.
After a wash it feels fine.
By midday it looks shiny.
Often break out in spots.

Caring for Oily Skin Type:

To care for oily skin you should start with a gentle, foaming facial wash. This will remove dirt and oil without stripping away moisture. Soak cotton wool in a gentle astringent lotion and sweep it over your skin to refresh and cool it. Even oily skin needs a moisturiser, but chose a light, watery fluid; this will be enough for your skin. Allow the moisturiser to sink in and then absorb the excess with a tissue to prevent shine.

Comment aisha: Ha utk oily skin nie..kurangkan penggunaan moisturizer…n jgn sapu byk2..karang blok pores..xpasal2 naik jerawat..sakit ati je kan..tibe2 naik merah2..adoi…tp yg plg xbest dah tgh hari 1 muke berminyak!uwaaa..tensen..tp sy bg cdangan bli blot paper k..blot kalau dah bmyk..pastu touch up pressed powder 4 oil cntrl ya..hhehehe

4) Combination Skin Type

Combination skin is normal with a few dry patches and a few oily patches.
Dryness is usually on the cheeks.
Oiliness is usually on the T-zone.
After a wash some areas feel dry and some smooth.
By the midday the T-zone is shiny.
Often break out in spots in the T-zone.
Most women have combination skin.

Caring for Combination Skin Type:

If you have combination skin use a foaming facial wash in the mornings to cleanse your skin. This will keep the oily areas clean to prevent blackheads. In the evening use a cream cleanser to soothe your dry areas. This will keep a balance between excess dryness and excess oiliness. Use a strong astringent for your oily areas and a mild skin freshener for the dry areas. This is not an expensive option, as you will only need a little of each. Use moisturiser on your whole face, but make sure you concentrate on your drier areas.

Comment aisha: Aduhai combi ni mmg susah…sy pn combi gak…pp kering, bhgn T-zone plak myk..tapi ikot ape yg disarankan k..kalau bermyk T-zone ikut cdangan sy kt oily skin ya…tensen gak ade jenis kulit cmnie…huuuu

4) Sensitive Skin Type

Sensitive skin can be easily irritated.
Typical reactions are itching, burning, chafing and stinging.
After a wash a wash it feels dry and itchy in places.
By midday there are flaky patches and some redness.
Occasionally break out in spots.

Caring for Sensitive Skin Type:

If you have sensitive skin do not use facial washes or soap; instead use a light, hypoallergenic cleansing lotion. Use a moisturiser to strengthen your skin and provide a barrier against irritants. Make sure you use an unperfumed moisturiser so as not to irritate your skin.

Comment aisha: Ni lagi kesian sensitif…jgn main pakai product2 tanpe saranan doc ye (kalau yg tlampau sensitif)..kalau nk gn pencuci muke pn cari yg btl2 mild..xpn opt 2 cleansing lotian ya..ok?

Ok..skrg dah tau ape jenis kulit anda?jd ikutla cara penjagaan yg betul ye..jgn main pakai je…mcm yg kering xpakai moisturizer ..pas2 yg oily tlbh pakai moisturizer…so jgn cmtu ye..ikutla sarann tu k…ok..hope dis can help u…cherrss

Hye everyone,

This is my 1^st post..Sebenarnye xtahu pn nk post ape..tp tb2 terpikir plak pasal basic skin care yg ramai neglect camne nk jg kulit kt yg berharga nieh..adoii  (-_-“)…bukannye ape kt yg mase mude2 nie (mude ke??huhu) kenela jg baik2..bknnye pe kwn2 sy pn ramai yg masih xtau care yg btul nk jg kulit ni. Slalu gak la bebel2 kt dorang..smpi ade yg ckp “aisha bukak jela spa”..hehe tringin gak beb, tp ongkosnya enggak ada…muimuimui..Cmnilah mari kt share2 same2 care penjagaan yg sbnr utk kehidupan seharian k?..so klu terase care sy salah tlgla betulkan ye…;)

Anyway, basic skin care ni pn sy blaja drpd my readings huuu

Ok kwn2 kite mulekan ye..mule2

1) Basuh muke gune FACE CLEANSER. Xkisahlah jenis ape pn tp mase basuh gosok ke atas dlm btk bulatan..jgn ke bwh..biar particles2 kekotoran 2 dpt dikluarkan..n yg plg ptg jgn nk gosok kuat2..rosak kulit awak tu cik syg oiitt..eeehehhe..n jgn gosok lame2…nnti kulit kuarkan myk yg melampau..so sedang2 sudah..ok

2) Pas bsuh lap muke gune towel khas utk muke.. JGN GUNE TOWEL UTK BDAN… alahai akak hbsla bacteria yg kt bdn transfer kt muke..hbslaaaa lap jgn kasar2 ok

3) Skrg kt gunekan TONER..basahkan kapas sedikit dgn toner..lapkan ke atas spy cecair toner tu masuk pores2 2 n kuarkan kekotoran baki2 yg xdpt dibersihkan mase basuh muke tadi..anda kene ingat, basuh muke xsemestinye 100% bersih..percayelah..so disinila kgunaan toner (“,) hheheh..tp sy tau kdg2 rmi yg mls pkai toner..sume trs pkai moisturizer..betul x??hehehe jd mulekanla mgunakan toner yaa

4) Skrg baru pakai MOISTURIZER, ha mase ni diingatkan..jgn gunekan byk moisturizer…xpasal2 kuarkan dr mulut “ALAMAK, jerawat naik!uwaaa” yelah dr nk nmpk cantik trs naik jerawat plak..xpn jeragat.. kdg2 moisturizer ni byk2 boleh blok pores kt..bhy tau..drpd nk heal jd harm…tak ke sakit je..sy pn sll gak kne..kdg2 jerawat naik kt muke dh start potpetpotpet..sdgkan salah sendiri gak..pdan muke saye.hehe

 - tp moisturizer ni kne pilih tol2…jgn slh plih..kene depend on ur skin texture..some people dry, some combination n another people oily, so analyze ur skin b4 u buy ur moisturizer ok nk kenal jenis kulit x? pasni saye akan pos lg utk tajuk lain ye J ha sebelum terlupe..amount y diperlukan utk sapu moisturizer kt muke hanya sebesar pearl size k..it’s enuf to cover up ur whole fac.. dot on ur cheek, chin n forehear, n massage gently..ok?

Ok, by now u got some info on taking care of ur skin rite? So practice yaa..n u’ll c d result..hehe

Sebelum tlupe..bsuh muke shari 2X jeeee…jgn lbh2 nnti berminyak..ok c u nxt post..hehe